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picking myself apart

Why the fuck does everything have to be screwed up? Can’t it just be normal for once? People forgiving and forgeting? Not letting their tempers getting the worst of them? Acctually knowing what the fuck your emotions are? I fucking hate this…but I’m not crying, or screaming or anything…i’m just done.

When you want to cry, but are trying so fucking hard to not give a shit…

I am just so fucking done…

When I dream, you’re still with me. You still smile at me and embrace me in you’re rare hugs. But when I awake, you remain as hard to read as ever. I don’t want to loose you, but you’ve given me no other choice. So I dream…I dream because I still have you there. You help me through the nightmares, but you’re no longer there when I wake up…

grrr

that moment you really want to slap someone, but can’t, but you really want to, but there would be too many questions. yeah…especially when if you slap him everyone’s gonna think you’re a sociopath bitch that can’t write to save her life and needs to give up on her dreams because they’re too ambitious for her. Oooh! i used a big word! SUCK THAT YOU BUTTHOLE!!!!!

i am a fucking shitty friend

simple

characters o’ mine

dawning

People connect through pain. It is the fastest way to have a conversation that will last for hours with someone, and you’re closer after it’s done. I’ve meet a few close friends that way…and i’ve been brought closer to some as well.

Pain also rips people apart…especially if they were brought together by laughter…

life sucks…

When you know you’ve done someone who means the world to you wrong, and you feel guilty about, but aren’t sure you regret it. It sucks when you don’t know who or what to believe or trust. It really sucks when you think “it’d just be easier for everyone to just flat out hate me, compared to this shit that’s going on now.” And it sucks when all you do is complain and vent, and then you feel bad about that because it could be soooo much worse…